Friday, December 09, 2005

Soup of Stupefaction

I saw this hole in my mind.

I peered, then crawled, into it. I disappeared. Now, I'm stuck. I cannot get out. I cannot get my bearings in this place.

What can I do?

Everywhere I turn, there I am. Again. And again. Nothing but me meeting me in my meness. Somebody told me once that this could happen, but I could not believe it at the time. Now I know for sure that it's true. There is this darkness that swoons and swarms all around me like a soup of stupefaction.

Not "satisfaction", but "stupefaction", the state of being stupified. Stunned. Dull. Lethargic. It's astonishing and annoying. Nothing but me.

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carrie said...

cool

majamom said...

uh....
so you are trying to say...

you ?

steven edward streight said...

Not really. I'm not saying "you", I'm saying "me" many times. This is not the real "me" but a fictional metaphor for social conditioning and narcisisstic delusions.

carrie said...

do stinky ugly toys smell anything like buttons?